Why am I so different?
What am I doing here?
Where do I come from?
What happens when we die?
Is this all there is to life?
Questions like these, and more, will lead you on a wild goose chase for years. And it’s not like you’re waking up every morning asking yourself these questions, though they are there, living like an old song tucked into the back of your memory, popping up from time to time as the record player of your brainwaves just to hum a little tune to get your feel dancing to the beat of their own drum.
So then you begin to find information on all of the things you’re interested in. All the spirituality, esoteric, metaphysical stuff. All the healing, growing, evolving stuff. You take classes, as many as you can, because the little sponge of your existence is never full, instead it is perpetually dry and always thirsty. So you take yoga and meditation and kick boxing and reiki and intuition classes.
You start meeting like-minded people everywhere you go. At the café, the farmers market, at school, at work, at class, at a festival that made you realize there is way more to life than Monday – Friday. These people aren’t just people, they are your tribe, your kind, your kin. Brothers from other mothers and sisters from other misters. People from other countries, from other galaxies, other dimensions and far away stars. Many have changed their name to Sky, Moonbeam, Shakti and Palace Athena. They are all the colors of the rainbow and it is the rainbow you can dream and dance upon.
The colors bleed into one from time to time, leaving you breathless and stoned and dizzy on the dance floor of life. Sometimes when you are dancing with others, you are dancing by yourself, and sometimes when all by yourself, you can never feel alone. It is a feeling that grips you and strips you bare all at the same time. It is one of belonging and one of the solo warrior on the path to nowhere.
Nowhere is where we are going until we are going somewhere. We never really get to somewhere until we know from whence we have come. Knowing from whence we have come can only be done with two eyes that are closed and the first one that opens again. It is the all seeing eye, the one that came first before the birth of the others that you rely so heavily upon.
When staring out into space with your eye open, it is easy to see the vast majority of stars that greet the mind’s eye of knowledge, wisdom and understanding. A sense of completion can and must be attained as your chaperone throughout the rest of the journey. Once your guiding light has been turned on, the ebbs and flows of life will drift you carelessly upon it’s back with waves simply washing over and through you as you float through the dimensions of all of your lives.
Only to be returned back to the bosom of the ever giving nectar of life. This mother’s milk beacons to us like a song on the wind, forever in the background of our psyche, our words, our imaginations, pulling us forever forward and backward, though most importantly inward, inward, inward.
As the only way out is in.
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~Merrin Davis, Sunshine Coast, Australia
Opening your intuitive senses brings a kind of magic into your world where you just begin to know things without knowing how you know them. You are a wealth of knowledge and information. Everything you are is tucked deep inside of your latent memories and you have the keys to unlock those doors...