BOOK 1 INTRODUCTION
This is my story of awakening.
One never really knows where to start because as you wake up from the illusion of time, you really don’t know where the beginning begins or the ending ends. You just keep following this voice inside of yourself that takes you down the fucking rabbit hole.
So follow me if you dare...
When you continue to awaken, because waking up isn’t just one big BANG like we wish it were. Nope. Waking up is a series of events and with each event or series of events - because it’s multifaceted, you know - we never really know what’s going on until after it’s done going on… and because I am still here, alive and breathing and writing this to you, this is a “it isn’t quite done going on” type of realization one gets when waking up from the illusion. And you just keep waking up and waking up and waking up. Then we wake up again one day and realize that there is no beginning and no end, until there is.
All I can say is that waking up is a goddamn mind bender.
So either you’re with me already, or you’re not. Either way, if you keep reading, because I have well over 100 chapters of my first three books ready to publish. I'm writing SEVEN in this series. I thought long and hard about publishing my books: how to do it, editors, agents, publishing houses, self-publishing, e-books versus hard books, etc. You name it, I have pondered every facet of it. And this is what has come of that:
I SAY FUCK THAT SHIT!
Yep, you heard me! I’m not playing that game! And if you don’t know what game I am talking about, then you better keep reading, because with these first chapters I'm publishing right here, starting right now, with the very first one called WELCOME TO MY WORLD, I am publishing my goddamn book!
After all of the marketing bullshit and bullshit business seminars I've been to, I've come to the realization that it is so fucking valuable and priceless, that I am just going to give away free chapters. Because, well, along with waking up from the illusion of time, I just woke up from the illusion of money. And believe me, I had been waking up, and waking up, and waking up from the illusion of money since I got to this planet. It has been one big amazing journey of waking up from that motherfucker, let me tell you…
And the interesting thing, which is making me laugh right now as I write this bitch, well actually, she’s writing me, I’m just listening and typing and listening and typing, and laughing a little, and then listening and typing some more… is this:
I started writing my first of three books in 2012 and finished with over 100 chapters in 2014. And then I went on an adventure. I went from writing to what I call roller coaster riding. And I have been on this crazy roller coaster ride ever since. And I don’t even know how I have survived some of the mind shattering things I have been through and had to go through in order to shatter the two big ass major illusions I just mentioned above: TIME and MONEY.
And let me tell you, there are a shitload of illusions to be shattered.
And each time that I think I am off that ride, I get off and scream out loud WOO FUCKING HOO and then I call myself a Roller Coaster Master! Because, seriously, I did come to master some shit, just like you did. And then after I master something, I feel all warm and fluffy inside, and it lasts for like seven minutes, and then BAM, I'm on that goddamn roller coaster again.
And that's because it's time to master the next thing and then the next and then the next.
So whether or not you're with me thus far, stay. Maybe make yourself a cup of tea and read a little bit more, because what I can guarantee without a shadow of a doubt, is that my story of awakening will help awaken you. It will awaken and stir you from the deepest of your depths of memory into a place of recollection. And that is the reason that I'm here writing this to you.
So feel free to continue reading and um, leave a comment for me. I would love to hear from you. I am open to good conversations and open minds or at least opening minds. So here you go, from me to you and right back around to me again…because that’s the way it goes. And if you are curious enough to see how far I really went down that rabbit hole…just keep reading.
It seriously just keeps getting curiouser and curiouser...
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Tamara Rennie is an international intuitive healer, teacher and writer from Southern California living in Australia.